Sunday, August 1, 2010

little class

I taught a little class with Andrew Smith today on competition topics. We filmed the students and practiced some different concepts. I made $5.

I know I'm doing it wrong. I can't get people to come out, because I'm not charismatic enough. I also seem to have lost my confidence in being able to teach anything. All I seem to be able to do is walk around and feel just how messed up my body is. Anything else seems to be lost on me. This is fatalistic, but I can't help wondering if I'll ever get out of this funk. Will my cash flow ever turn positive, or will I have to prove my previously-stated commitment of selling my car and anything else I need to?